divisionofconsciousness replied to your post: I want to crawl in hole tbh I’m always a negative…
it’s not your fault
I know it just really blows :/
I want to crawl in hole tbh
I’m always a negative feel now and I just want to be happy? But I’m not sad, just bleh. I am bleh.
Maybe it’s just cause shit keeps happening and I’m not in a good place anymore and I’m just overwhelmed with all the bad shit? And not to mention I’m the idiot to question everything and trip over nothing? And I’m just overall doing myself a disservice and everyone that is around but I’m not worthless. Ya feel? Like I’m not suicidal or depressed or maybe I am[depressed] or maybe I’m just tired? But I’m not happy and I want to be but I keep freaking myself out and let things ruin me? Idk. I’m just sorry, not for me, but for the people that need me to be strong and I’m trying to be happy again but it might take some time??
I mean that’s a plus right?
As shitty as I have been feeling I learned three songs on guitar this past week